Mutable

(album: No Joy - 2023)

It was the summer of your Gemini wedding
You told me you didn't want to live in your body
Begged me to thank everyone for coming grab their gifts and go
The world finally resumed spinning
And you tried to peek over the edge
Begged me to let you down easy before the vertigo kicked in

Spent our Easter at the Mall of America
Still not sure why we try
Wanted to ride out all my mania before I left
The coaster car was climbing
I hung my head over the edge
If the fall would go down easy then I could picture sinking in

Wish I could live my life until I got it right
I always swear I'll change, and then I act surprised
I'll probably sort myself out when I'm out of time

Wish I could live my life until I got it right
I always swear I'll change, and then I act surprised
I'll probably sort myself out when I'm out of time