nails from the back

(album: f.e.a.r. - 2022)

I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah yeah
Until my fingers un-attach, un-attach, yeah yeah
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be lonely
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

I know you wish that I was hella bad for ya blood
Like dirty needles sliding down the back of ya tongue
I'm too damn scared to be what I want
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

Eating my brain
Feel like a slave without a weapon
Nothing to say
Can't run away, can't run away
I keep wondering what the fuck you want
While I wait for the attacks where I'm at, yeah

I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah yeah
Until my fingers un-attach, un-attach, yeah yeah
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be lonely
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

I thought I put this shit to bed and now it's killing me
I guess ill let the very best of me rot in peace
I'm too damn scared to be what I want
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

I know that I'm nervous I do a disservice to myself, damn what?
Do I deserve what ur serving? U think that I'm worthless, I forget how to disagree
Emotional suicide, be numb or be outta my mind
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah yeah
Until my fingers un-attach, un-attach, yeah yeah
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be lonely
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

Eating my brain
Feel like a slave without a weapon
Nothing to say
Can't run away, can't run away
I bite my nails from the back, from the back

I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah yeah
Until my fingers un-attach, un-attach, yeah yeah
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be lonely
I bite my nails from the back, from the back

I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah yeah
Until my fingers un-attach, un-attach, yeah yeah
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be lonely
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah

I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah yeah
Until my fingers un-attach, un-attach, yeah yeah
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be lonely
I bite my nails from the back, from the back, yeah