Uncertain Joys

(album: Uncertain Joys - 2023)

Take time we're fighting our side here
Bold messages commit no sins
Together in a world apart
Blocked bracing for a brand new start
Caught in between evil and good
Blast equally is understood
Go with it when the changes come
Still waiting for our heart unstrung

When I see you as I'm looking in the mirror
And I feel so senseless
This drug when I get jealous
A meeting and another one to come is how I can fix this
You're happy and it's not my business

Extracting from material worlds
Loving you is a cocoon unfurled
Once I could take us both for fools
Grown up I'm checking out from school
Laugh only to regret the most
Left haunted by your taunting ghost
Indulging on the drug; your voice
Get high on the uncertain joys

When I see you as I'm looking in the mirror
And I feel so senseless
This drug when I get jealous
A meeting and another one to come is how I can fix you
You're happy and it's not my business

When I see you as I'm looking in the mirror
And I feel so senseless
This drug when I get jealous
A meeting and another one to go is how I can fix this
You're happy and it's no-ones business

(This is something that I've gotta do right now)
(It's something I've gotta do right now)

(I-I-I'm the uncertain joys)
(Is this the end or just the beginning?)
(And I keep on thinking)
(That I have no more)
(That I don't seem so senseless)
(But I'm thinking about what we had)
(If we knew our fathers)
(Will it ever be the same?)

When I see you as I'm looking in the mirror
And I feel so senseless
This drug when I get jealous
A meeting and another one to go is how I can fix this
You're happy and it's not my business

When I see you as I'm looking in the mirror
And I feel so senseless
This drug when I get jealous
A meeting and another one to go is how I can fix this
You're happy and it's no-ones business

(I-I-I'm the uncertain joys)
(J-j-joys)
(I'm the uncertain joys)