CHEAP WAY OUT

Hey, listen
Last night, I needed you most
Called me family, then
Told me I'm desperate again

I know I got no friends
I got no friend
I think it's so dumb that I think of you first
When you got your own friends
That you'd rather see but I'm dying out here
So look over here

I stare at the sun
Half of my day
I love how it feels like a time-out
At night I always run
Help me slow down
So I don't need to take the cheap way out

Hated, but I know I'm loved
So full of people but I feel so alone

I'm not here trying to beg for your pity
But if I'm gon' be honest that's how it started
I've come to a point I can't back what I wanted
So if I mess up, promise you won't be blaming

I stare at the sun
Half of my day
I love how it feels like a time-out
At night I always run
Help me slow down
So I don't need to take the cheap way out

I'm over crying
I'm over running
For love I wanted
For love I wanted

I stare at the sun
Half of my day
I love how it feels like a time-out
At night I always run
Help me slow down
So I don't need to take the cheap way out