Unhealthy.

(album: Don't You Wanna Be Glad? - 2020)

I never was the one who meant to cause you harm
I can't keep at it again but I'm damaged
I'm not the same as you but some change is overdue
Under the notion that nobody's perfect but I'm trying to

You'd like to be alone and I can tell that you're not well
But darling I'm trying to be understanding
I want to be alive and you want to be excited
Let's just breathe for a minute and go outside

I'm not okay for a day
Then go back to how I felt before
I am not alright for a night
Then go back to being unhealthy

I'm a liar and a cynic but sometimes love is
Never perfect
You can't stand what you are hearing
But I'm not the same no I wasn't to blame but

I'm not okay for a day
Then go back to how I felt before
I am not alright for a night
Then go back to being unhealthy

I want to be alive
For somebody not anybody
I want to be alive
For somebody not anybody
I want to be alive
For somebody not anybody

I'm not okay for a day
Then go back to how I felt before
I am not alright
For a night

I'm not okay for a day
Then go back to how I felt before
I am not alright for a night
Then go back to being unhealthy