Doubting Out

(album: Help! - 2016)

So many different places
With many different faces
These eyes have seen so much
Beyond what's on the surface
I know I have a purpose
But I think I'm losing track
Of why I'm really here
When this is all I want

I take it back, yeah
The times I hurt myself
I didn't want to tell
I didn't want the help
I take it back, yeah
Acting like I knew
Thinking that I could
Take life for a fool

Breathe in, breathe in
I know that I should just
Breathe in, breathe in
When it's all closing in

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out
Every time I get down
I remind myself where I've been
Every time I get down
Ain't nobody gonna get in my way

And they always say
Yeah, you know what they say
Be careful what you wish for
Be careful what you wish for

I'm so ashamed
After all I said
When wishing for the end
Wishing for the end
I'm so ashamed, yeah
I took my life for granted
When doing what I wanted
For my own advantage

Breathe in, breathe in
I know that I should just
Breathe in, breathe in
When it's all closing in

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out
Every time I get down
I remind myself where I've been
Every time I get down
Ain't nobody gonna get in my way

Breathe in, breathe in
I'm still here, I'm still here
Breathe in, breathe in
I'm still here, I'm still here

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out
Every time I get down
I remind myself where I've been
Every time I get down
Ain't nobody gonna get in my way

Ain't nobody gonna get in my way