Home Again

(album: call me when you wake up - 2021)

Do you get drunk without me now?
(Or are you with another?)
Are there still a few things she won't allow?
(I wonder how I can become her)
Though I don't wanna think of us
There are still days where I wonder if you're feeling alright
Are you alright?

Where do you go when I'm away?
(Do you look for something better)
Wonder what could have made me stay?
(But I don't want you to upset her)
But you can untether me now
You can release me from what I think isn't true
But what about you?

Then you go and let me in
And make me feel I'm home again
Unlock the door but throw away the key
We talk about our places and the unfamiliar faces
When I close my eyes, see you in my mind
I'll remember the way we were

Now we're back, we're here once more
And we've been in this spot before
Tell me pretty lies the way you used to do
Secrets that the world won't know
When you're up high or down below
When you close your eyes, see me in your mind
Do you forget about the way we are?

I tell myself I'm fine without this
Most of the time, I am
But when I look into your eyes, I feel like I'm home again

Don't wanna watch you go away
(I'm getting tired of pretending)
There are still things I have to say
(And I can't take another ending)
Still don't know how I really feel
How do I figure out what I want you to know?
What do you know?

Then you go and let me in
And make me feel I'm home again
Unlock the door but throw away the key
We talk about our places and the unfamiliar faces
When I close my eyes, see you in my mind
I'll remember the way we were

Now we're back, we're here once more
And we've been in this spot before
Tell me pretty lies the way you used to do
Secrets that the world won't know
When you're up high or down below
When you close your eyes, see me in your mind
Do you forget about the way we are?