Your Angel

(album: Crushed - 2022)

You cut god out of me
Oh I was only 18 and nothing was real
But you showed me love
The edges rough
And taught me how to feel

When you cut god out of me
Nah but I swear I don't resent you for that
I just miss the way it was
Without the world up on my back

Oh and you had your demons
And I stopped believing
In anything but you
Ah yeah, you had your demons
And I stopped believing in anything

When hell froze over
We got older
We got jaded baby
But when I see you now
You still look like an angel

When you're not sober
Your mind can wander
'Til the ghost of my hands have faded
But when you see me now
I still look like your angel

For years my heart was cement
But baby I was water in your palms
And it's taken all I have
Just to get me right back
To where we are
For years you fell off the map
And so I did the only thing I know how
I got a window seat
High above the platitudes
Till I'd seen all I had from you
And I wrote it all down, bled it out

You had your reasons
So I don't wanna blame you for anything
'Cause I know
Oh that you had your demons
And I stopped believing in anything

When hell froze over
We got older
We got jaded baby
But when I see you now
You still look like an angel

When you're not sober
Your mind can wander
'Til the ghost of my hands have faded
But when you see me now
I still look like your angel