HOMESICK

(album: THE RECOVERY PROJECT - 2021)

Been a while since I've been here, yeah
Been a while since I've seen your face
Wanna know if you're good now, yeah
Wanna know if you've found your place
'Cause last time I saw you were crying, I just had to ask
Why you be so upset don't be so sad
It's been a year, a little less fear
See I never knew how to party
And knew how to act
Had a few nights all I'm seeing is black
Another year, a little less tears

Am I gonna be okay?
Will it ever go away
I mean what the hell did I expect from this?
Am I gonna be okay?
Will it ever go my way?
No, it's hard to build a home with sand and sticks
Afraid of getting much older
I miss my dog and my old friends
Get used to being a loner
I'm scared the summers are over

I don't want this feeling to go
It's never better alone
Need someone close to me
So don't you leave
I'm fighting, I won't give in to hope
It's just a trick don't you know?
I want your company
Don't take it please, no
Been a while since I've been back, yeah
Feeling good but I bet it won't last
Never thought I'd get up here, yeah
Had to cut so I start form scratch

Am I gonna be okay?
Will it ever go away
I mean what the hell did I expect from this?
Am I gonna be okay?
Will it ever go my way?
No, it's hard to build a home with sand and sticks
Afraid of getting much older
I miss my dog and my old friends
Get used to being a loner
I'm scared the summers are over