Somebody I'm Proud Of

(album: Conversations With Myself - 2021)

I miss the me that I was before I knew everything oh
So lost but unafraid
And it's sad to see myself stop believing in who I am, oh no
How the hell did I get this way

Easier for me to complain like
I wanna go backwards
And why does my chest hurt?
I don't know how to say I'm unsatisfied
With looking in the mirror
But now I'm pointing the finger
And it's got me thinking

All I know
Is I don't wanna stay the same
I just wanna be somebody I'm proud of
Letting go
I don't care how long it takes
I just wanna be somebody I'm proud of

(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)

I reminisce when all that I did was so innocent, oh
So blind and unaware
Now I lay in bed and just second guess every dream I ever had
And how nothing's ever fair

Don't know how to say I'm unsatisfied
With looking in the mirror
But now I'm pointing the finger
And it's got me thinking

All I know
Is I don't wanna be the same
I just wanna be somebody I'm proud of
Letting go
I don't care how long it takes
I just wanna be somebody I'm proud of

(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)

Maybe I lost a part of me
I can't get back
Don't know when I will feel complete
And if it'll last

All I know
Is I don't wanna stay the same
I just wanna be somebody I'm proud of
Letting go
I don't care how long it takes
I just wanna be somebody I'm proud of

(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)
Somebody I'm proud of
(Somebody I'm proud of)