Lone Thoughts

(album: A New Mood - 2014)

[Tsu Surf:]
Light a blunt and see visions while I'm recording
Long nights and early mornings
Rain sleet, shit, it was pouring
I was grinding, they was yawning
Some of them was still snoring
Had the black and silver 9's but couldn't afford Jordans
Alright, alright, believe in upstairs
Down here some sinning happen
Tried to move E's, the result of that was sending matics
Bright lights, big bangs
Mobbing to that old Dedication, that real Wayne
However many the truck fit deep
You die in your dreams you die for real so the pills kill the sleep
Sun coming up, we still wide-eyed
And couldn't tell my brother shit when his mom died
Swore I had all the answers 'til that night
He said they gotta fix it—they'll bring her back, right?
Wrong, some found a better way, some lost
Wonder what you got to lose to win and at what cost

[Lu Jerz:]
You don't believe in God, tell me what you see then
There's gotta be something that you believe in
I hate to [?] but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made, I'm just trying to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason to be

[Tsu Surf:]
Optimistic 'bout life with pessimistic dreams
I stand out—why would I work hard to fit in between?
Why would I kill your rook when I could kill your queen?
Cool with my castle, fuck a ring with a different team
See I'd lose with them before I win with y'all
Love that nigga, shit, I'd die 'fore my nigga fall
Anticipating the worst that could possibly come from sinning
I know what we doing wrong
But chilling seem wrong when you winning
Who's the judge? Man, we all wilding
Telly Stravie's with my bitches from out Long Island
They get it for the low, they drop it lower
Sound like a plug to me so I got to know her
Wonder if the buzz got 'em chirping
Or the swag got him twerking or the pills got him working
Or the hate got him lurking or maybe I am perfect
Shit, or maybe I am perfect
'Til we find out, I just nod out
Rap and drugs, praying I don't Amy Winehouse
'Til we find out, I just nod out
Rap and drugs, praying I don't Amy Winehouse

[Lu Jerz:]
You don't believe in God, tell me what you see then
There's gotta be something that you believe in
I hate to [?] but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made, I'm just trying to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man, and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason to be

[Tsu Surf:]
I could take you through my troubles, shit be too real
Xannies or Mollys be like red pill or blue pill (Matrix!)
Can't see shit until you look close
Didn't think twice, didn't blink, shit, I took both
Long nights up equals long day sleep
Stomach for my team, I ain't full if they ain't eat
I'd die just thinking of my downfall
Them square niggas rule 1, stay from around y'all
They pray for me, I pray for the haters
Just waiting on that check, please somebody call the waiter
Just blew another quarter, bitches think I'm changing
Just copped another nickel, still down for spraying
If I had a penny for every dime bag
I could cop a whole dime bag
If I had a penny for every dime bag I'd cop a whole dime bag

[Lu Jerz:]
You don't believe in God, tell me what you see then
There's gotta be something that you believe in
I hate to [?] but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made, I'm just trying to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man, and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason to be