Used To It

(album: Sad Songs In A Hotel Room - 2022)

I'm not surprised you didn't call
When I almost died, you didn't care at all
Mama said you can't be mad at who you wish somebody was
Well, I'm not surprised you didn't call

I guess I got used to it
You kiss me till I forgive
You're covering up all your sins
I blame it on us being kids
I guess you had me convinced
It's my mind that's playing tricks
After all that you did, I won't admit it's you I miss
I guess I got used to it
I guess I got, I guess I got used to it

You told our friends you hope it hurts
You left me for him with one eye over your shoulder
You stabbed me in the back, now I'm the one who's saying sorry again
You told our friends you're glad it hurts

I guess I got used to it
You kiss me 'til I forgive
You're covering up all your sins
I blame it on us being kids
I guess you had me convinced
It's my mind that's playing tricks
After all that you did, I won't admit it's you I miss
I guess I got used to it
I guess I got, I guess I got

Probably asked why I'm not mad
Cause you're the only love I've had
And I won't say what I can't take back, no
Doing things I can't forgive
But mercy don't always make sense
And I'm the one who let you in again
I can't be mad I let you treat me like that
Oh I guess I got used to it

I guess I got used to it
You kiss me 'til I forgive
You're covering up all your sins
I blame it on us being kids
I guess you had me convinced
It's my mind that's playing tricks
After all that you did, I won't admit it's you I miss
I guess I got used to it
I guess I got, I guess I got used to it