Undeserving

(album: Inside My Head - 2022)

We've walked for miles in the rain
We've weathered storms just to find out
If it's worth it in the end

All vibrant color stripped away
And now we can't ignore this
A consequence of all my selfish ways

It becomes too much to take
We just bend until we break

As years go by we drift away
But I still cannot forget
I'll tell you it's not worth it in the end

No hope in finding you again
No chance I can restore this
A consequence of all the things I hate

I still have to find a way
Even though it's pointless
I still fantasize and dream
In another world where
An eternity I wait
With the undeserving
Just to look you in the face

I still have to find a way
Even though it's pointless
I still fantasize and dream
In another world where
An eternity I wait
With the undeserving
Just to look you in the face
And tell you what you meant to me