I Know You Want To Kill Me

(album: Love Anxiety 2 - 2019)

(I know what you need, you need me feeling
I been up way too late, now)
Tundra beats

I know what you want, you wanna kill me
I know, I know what you need, you need me feeling
I been up way too late now, I'm feeling lonely
And I don't want to be here, scared of feeling, feeling
Feeling anything, I always try and numb the pain
I always try and think of things to fucking stay far from this place
But, damn it, I'm here now
Drinking so I don't feel now
You love everything I fear now
Fuck it all, babe, I'm here now
I'm here now, I'm here now

Hit my phone, tell me how you really miss me
Body lovely but inside you're fucking ugly
How many times do we gotta get so bloody?
How many fights will it take for you to love me?

How many fights, how many blows
Take off my headie you take off your clothes
Stick to my guns and you stick up your nose
Sometimes I hate you're the one that I chose
I heard a rumor that you were involved
Girl, you're a problem I wish I could solve
How many nights should I wait for a call?
I gave up everything, I want it all
Act like a punk when you get drunk
You wanna kill a bitch just for the thrill of it
I wanna sing to you though, on some thiller shit
I wanna tell you I love you, the feeling, it hits
Put you in shotty in beautiful whips
You got some baggage but we taking trips
Drunk off of you in a couple of sips
You got some poison right there on your lips

I know what you want, you wanna kill me
I know, I know what you need, you need me feeling
I been up way too late now, I'm feeling lonely
And I don't want to be here, scared of feeling, feeling
Feeling anything, I always try and numb the pain
I always try and think of things to fucking stay far from this place
But, damn it, I'm here now
Drinking so I don't feel now
You love everything I fear now
Fuck it all, babe, I'm here now
I'm here now, I'm here now

Hit my phone, tell me how you really miss me
Body lovely but inside you're fucking ugly
How many times do we gotta get so bloody?
How many fights will it take for you to love me?