Black Mirror

(album: Exorcism Of Youth - 2023)

So this is how it feels to be me
I'm glad that you're not finding it easy
There's never many troubles apart
When you're dying on a reckless pale heart

Life gets boring standing so still
When no one is around for your grieving
You feel so wet but trying so hard
To dry up in this soaking graveyard

Let me be the one that you notice now
Now you're the one not walking on holy ground

As you look in the black mirror and you realise that you're frozen
And every door around you has slowly started closing
This is how it feels when the lonely loner leaves
This is how it feels
This is how it feels
This is how it feels
This is how it feels
This is how it feels

Oh, what to do with days and the time
It's challenging when you're on the front line
You're weeping but not heard through the screams
No saviour comes to soften your mad dreams

Is it bad it feels sweet, now you're sad
Want you to have a taste of the pain I had?

As you look in the black mirror and you realise that you're frozen
And every door around you has slowly started closing
This is how it feels when the lonely loner leaves
This is how it feels
This is how it feels
This is how it feels
This is how it feels
This is how it feels

Feeling warm
Waking up
Some of the things that you can do with luck
Drinking wine
Not caring about time
I know we had it but it feels made up
Playing games and cute pet names

So this is how it feels to be me
I'm glad that you're not finding it easy
I'm glad that you're not finding it easy
Said I'm glad that you're not finding it

Glad you're not finding it easy
Glad you're not finding it easy
Glad you're not finding it easy
Glad you're not finding it easy

So this is how it feels to be me
I'm glad that you're not finding it easy
I'm glad that you're not finding it easy
Glad you're not finding it easy
I'm glad that you're not finding it easy