Numb

(album: Prophecy - 2020)

Wake up every day, this shit the same
Looking out my window, all I ever see is rain
And I know my mamma think I'm going through a phase
I'm just trying to find a way to make it through the pain
That's a shame
Can't look back and I'm on my own
Might get dark when I'm on this road
Wish that somebody would've told me
That life would of been this cold
And no love and I'm all alone
Ain't nobody wanna call my phone
'Cause they know I never pick up
When I'm in the lab and I'm in my zone
Living like a beetle, popping tags like it's legal
These lyrics are my heroin and the music in my needle
Surrounded by this evil, keeping strong for my people
So ain't no telling that this tape will ever get a sequel
I don't really want to divas
Looking at the boy like Jesus
Slowly, better warn my [?]
Tell them hoes to go ease up
'Cause ya'll are tripping, I ain't fucking with you bitches
I been focused on killing shit with precision, that's the mission

Everything is different from the moment I begun
Living like a rockstar, body going numb
Look up at the mirror, I don't know who I become
I don't gotta tell 'em, yeah, they know that I'm the one
Everything is different from the moment I begun
Living like a rockstar, body going numb
Look up at the mirror, I don't know who I become
I don't gotta tell 'em, yeah, they know that I'm the one

I was so broke, had no hope
I was in debt up to my throat
I was in love, we broke up
Thought I knew better but I don't
Never let up, had to get up
Had to get sober for myself
Had to get a moment of peace
Open the beast up and focus on my health
Now I body everything I put my mind to
If you forgot about me then let me remind you
My life is a movie, main character ain't died yet
Chew me up and spit me out and left me there to digest
Playing a little too much lately
They never want me to go crazy
I ain't saying I did it or maybe really I'm tripping
I got 'em thinking I'm back on the dough, blatantly
I got something dope for that ass
Ain't no bum, I'm loaded with cash
Ain't no happiness in that cash check if you still ain't over your past
I got problems over on his side if I lived or did die
I learn from it, earn from it
Made it work and I'm big fly
Now woah, woah, [?] got grave
Make me cold as ice
I'm chilling though, champagne
Yeah

Everything is different from the moment I begun
Living like a rockstar, body going numb
Look up at the mirror, I don't know who I become
I don't gotta tell 'em, yeah, they know that I'm the one
Everything is different from the moment I begun
Living like a rockstar, body going numb
Look up at the mirror, I don't know who I become
I don't gotta tell 'em, yeah, they know that I'm the one