i just wanna feel alive

I can't stop thinking about the past
Everything that I miss
You left me with memories that I can't seem to forget

Spending all my time now
Alone all by myself now
Wishing I had somebody here with me

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna feel fine

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
But I think about it all the time

I don't really care much anyways
Nothing really means too much these days
It's always just the same shit lately

What I miss is what I used to hate
Why is everything so complicated
Sick of always waiting for change

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna feel fine

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
But I think about it all the time