No Apology

(album: Big Grief - 2019)

Since I was young, I held back and second-guessed
From my first step up till now, I been a wreck
This comfortable hell has been a good home to me
Like I'd ever make this up
I know I'm supposed to say something

I can't figure it out for myself
I can't figure it out

Sometimes
I wanna scream down the city
I wanna give no apology
Whoa-oah, whoa-oah, yeah, yeah
This time
I'm gonna rip down the city
I wanna give no apology
Whoa-oah, whoa-oah, yeah, yeah

There's no one thing to explain the way I feel
I'm overcome by "what ifs" so I stay sealed
This comfortable hell has been a good home for me
Like I'd ever make this up
I know I'm supposed to say something

I can't figure it out

Sometimes
I wanna scream down the city
I wanna give no apology
Whoa-oah, whoa-oah, yeah, yeah
This time
I'm gonna rip down the city
I wanna give no apology
Whoa-oah, whoa-oah, yeah, yeah

Home is heaven, home is hell
Home is heaven, home is hell
Home is heaven, home is hell
Home is heaven, home is hell
Home is heaven, home is hell
Home is heaven, home is hell
Home is heaven, home is hell

This time
I'm gonna rip down the city
I wanna give no apology
Whoa-oah, whoa-oah, yeah, yeah
This time
I'm gonna rip down the city
I wanna give no apology
Whoa-oah, whoa-oah, whoa-oah, whoa-oah