Gotta Go

(album: The Vault - 2019)

Yeah, ok
Ok I'm back in the game this what everybody waiting for
On another level I hope everybody keeping score
All the new rappers lately sounding so pathetic
Man the game needs some help, guess I gotta be the medic
Imma bring it back
Keep on going up but where the ceiling at
Everyday another goal and you know I'm achieving that
Talking to the universe and lately I been hearing back
I'm always staying on, guess I gotta get a season pass
All my idols are turning into my rivals
I been sipping out the bottle
I been hiding all my sorrow
I'm too worried bout tomorrow
And the future that I got
Hope the money never turn me into someone that I'm not
But I'll never fake a laugh, not a puppet in disguise
A man with a plan, never faking for the likes
I got it on my own, so I don't need your advice
Got a lot up on my mind so I'm never thinking twice, nah
Last year was kinda crazy to be honest though
Lot going on having trouble tryna let it go
Had to build my confidence cause really I won't ever know
If everything was worth it til the day I finally blow
It's a blessing and a curse
Cause I got a lotta options
But the music coming first
I don't care about the commas
I been tryna find my happiness
Not easy as it sounds
Cause life is more than the number written in ya bank account
Had to learn the hard way got it figured out
Flying out to Europe I been thinking if I settle down
Who be coming with me
Cause now everybody busy
I don't wanna go alone
Need somebody who gon' hold me down
Thank God cause I finally got my vision right
2020 I'll be graduating finally in sight
I been living tryna make these other people happy though
Focused on myself, that's the only way I gotta go