It's The Chaos From A Hard Time

(album: Full Moon Mystery Garden - 2022)

It's the chaos from a hard time
(I hold)
It's me without a backing again
It's the window when it's raining
It's the feeling when the night has to end
Does it show my heart is breaking
I know
I ask you again
Can you see the wearing patience
Can you see me from the chaos that I'm in

In the dawn of a blue light
You wake up with a newfound sense of pride
Said you wanted a new life
Found out in the end you were always right
Ha, it's not as simple as saying 1,2,3
Ha, it's not as simple as you would like it to be

It's the chaos from a hard time
(I hold)
And suddenly I let go of the reigns
It's the echo of the wind's call
It's the waterfall that's tucked behind the bridge
There's a shadow in my soul baby
I ask you again
Can you catch me in a moment
Can you see me separating time and space

Open up your eyes
And I'll decide what's best for you and I
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my love?
All of these changes overcome
Come and burn another one
I'm in the sky, I feel the sun
I see you in the dark
See you in the light
Wondering who you will become

In the dawn of a blue light
You wake up with a newfound sense of pride
Said you wanted a new life
Found out in the end you were always right
Ha, it's not as simple as saying 1,2,3
Ha, it's not as simple as you would like it to be

It's the drama that I'm in
Pushing me against the wall
Filling my head with ideas
There's a better way to live
In a better part of town
If you want me to be real baby
I can feel the seasons change
Put myself against the edge
Let my bleeding heart be known
I'm a runner and you run right beside me (I can see it)
I will make this easy (recently it's not been easy)

It's the chaos from a hard time
(I hold)
It's me without a backing again
It's the window when it's raining
It's the feeling when the night has to end
Does it show my heart is breaking
I know
I ask you again
Can you see the wearing patience
Can you see me from the chaos that I'm in
In this silence there's an offering
In this moment there's a chance to embrace
It's the window when it's raining
It's the feeling when the night has to end