Trying Soda (I Know You So Well)

(album: Anthology - 2017)

I'll find a way to your house
It's dark and it's raining, it's nice out
I'll bite my tongue when your friends around
We'll meet at a mall in a new town
I can't believe that it's dark out
It's 6:45 and my headlights
Are telling me I have to go now
My car likes to slide when it's wet
And my hands are still cramping
Less than they were when around you
I tense all my muscles to your view
Spend all my time trying soda
To tell myself I'm just as new to you
Anxiety likes to control us
You comfort the fact that you're still you
I am afraid that I know you
I'm just afraid that I know you
I'm just afraid that I know you so well

You'll find a place with a backyard
A place that you can still run to
Drinking a lot in the morning
Knowing that it's gonna kill you
I'll find a way to go home now
Under a bridge self-loathing
You can't survive without caffeine
Your friends aren't enough to be happy, I swear
Your friends aren't enough to be happy, I swear