SHADE

(album: VERY ALONE - 2020)

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk?
Thinking I can save 'em all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could talk

I can't take a second, yeah
Don't wanna talk when they suppress the message
I mean they said drop call when I had great connection
Now I'm on the phones talking with the great connections
I got the vibes on me, shit is like a great light
Hate nights, 'cause my mind can never stay quite
These wars that I fight they leave me dead like
Is my head right, is this hell fire
For damn sure
All these questions these voices answer
I'm a mind slave
I'm in overdrive
I can't take a break
I don't feel alive
All my fake friends wet 'em up and then I slide
Right up out they lives
It's about that time

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk?
Thinking I can save 'em all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could talk, yeah

Hard for me dealing with emotions that I feel
Couple friends turn to enemies can't tell who real
Love from a distance 'cause my heart is on my sleeve
I don't need a Judas that I feed to get me killed
Yeah, had to let you know
I have to let you go
We barely hanging on
So you can't ask to keep in touch
I'm riding by myself
Now they asking for a reason
I was solo dreaming
Every single season to me
That's every single reason to me
Dreaming, I just pray my soul for the keeps
I just hope my mom's proud of me 'cause the

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk?
Thinking I can save 'em all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could talk, yeah
Yeah