MY OWN WAY

(album: VERY ALONE - 2020)

Say what you feeling
Know when it's real
And know when it's real these days
Know when the friendly's fake
I need to make my own rules
I need to find my own truths
I'm feeling trapped so unsure
I need to know what to do
I need to know how to move
I need to know what you do
I need to know what your doing to me
Do I need know how to move
I need to know how you move
I need to know what your doing to me

Lonely again
Circles I'm running
These mountains I'm jumping All over the land
Just to be lonely again
Back where I started this shit
Past rise like the tides high in the back of my head
Time flies but it never forget and
I feel stuck, in disarray
I feel lost life is a maze
Don't know the truth
Why play the games
Don't know the moves
Frozen in place
I'm never on, I shoulda known
I'm feeling small I should've grown
Who's looking out, who watching now
Value myself, who's makes it count (Yea)
I'm in a rush today
Flexing my flaws away
Hoping the money trees don't fall while helping me find a way
I cannot trust today
To much to lose in stake
Maybe I'm helping all these people I'm
Pushing away

Say what you feeling
Know when it's real
And know when it's real these days
Know when the friendly's fake
I need to make my own rules
I need to find my own truths
I'm feeling trapped so unsure
I need to know what to do
I need to know how to move
I need to know what you do
I need to know what your doing to me
Do I need know how to move
I need to know how you move
I need to know what your doing to me

Ohhhhh
Feel like I'm not in control
These games that you play
Think that I'd know all the rules by now
Except for the fact that I don't
It doesn't bother you one ounce
It's really twisting my soul
I need to know when you care
I need to know when it's real
I need to what we is
I need to know why we here
Leaving me out
Hoping you let me back in
Black magic woman say the words I'll disappear that's my only fear that's my only fear

Say what you feeling
Know when it's real
And know when it's real these days
Know when the friendly's fake
I need to make my own rules
I need to find my own truths
I'm feeling trapped so unsure
I need to know what to do
I need to know how to move
I need to know what you do
I need to know what your doing to me
Do I need know how to move
I need to know how you move
I need to know what your doing to me