PATHETIC WASTE

(album: The Spiritual Meat Grinder - 2023)

My heart is broken
And I've lost all hope
And I will never change
I know I'll stay this way

I'm a pathetic waste
Forever wasted days
I'm the worst! Yeah!
I hope you know I'm sorry

My face feels numb
I don't even know if I deserve love
I'm afraid of what I want
What if you've had enough?

What if I'm one of the bad people?
What if I'm one of the bad people?
What if I'm one of the bad people?

I think I'm black inside
I feel the cracks in my sides
What if I'm bad and I die?

What if I'm one of the bad people?
What if I'm one of the bad people?
What if I'm one of the bad people?