Nowadays

(album: Aware. - 2018)

K-K-Kamikaze

Stuck with all these problems, they just clouding up my mind
I be smoking up a Backwood, hoping one day I'll be fine
Fuck the fakes and fuck the exes, they just wanna ruin my life
And most days, I don't wanna live, I just wanna die
Make me feel like a mistake, I just wanna go away
Tell my friends how I feel almost every single day
They don't even really care, fake the smile on my face
I be smoking all this dope 'til I fucking fade away, yeah

Nowadays, there's a storm in my head, yeah
Monsters under my bed
All my flowers dead, it's just all in my head
Nowadays, feels like time just goes slower, yeah
Head's at war when I'm sober
These nights getting colder, we're just getting older

I just count my racks, I cannot worry 'bout no fake
I be rolling up a Backwood, then I take it to the face
Yeah, they try to hit my phone but I cut off all the snakes
Try to show me fake love, man, I need my fucking space
Always try to hit my phone, please just leave me the fuck alone
Only worried 'bout my stacks, not a bitch who is broke
Pull up in the Rolls Royce, I be smoking fat doinks
I be so faded and I'm chilling with my sad boys, yeah

I be feeling sad, see it in my face
Try to tell my problems and communicate
But I know that they don't care I'm not okay
I just hope one day that I can leave this place
I be feeling sad, see it in my face
Try to tell my problems and communicate
But I know that they don't care I'm not okay
I just hope one day that I can leave this place

Nowadays, there's a storm in my head, yeah
Monsters under my bed
All my flowers dead, it's just all in my head, yeah

Nowadays, there's a storm in my head, yeah
Monsters under my bed
All my flowers dead, it's just all in my head, yeah