I Can't Explain

(album: Lovesick. - 2019)

You can tell me that you hate me
I don't really give a fuck
'Cause I already hate me
More than you ever could, yeah

Rolly, I've been drifting
I've been falling off the map
I feel this stress
I feel the pain
I smoke so I can stay intact

I can't explain
All these things that I feel
I can't explain
Why I do these things that I do
I can't explain
Why I do these things to myself
Lately, been stressing
More than you could tell, yeah

Ay, fuck, here we go again
Seven days a week
I'm tossing in my bed, yeah
I know, you know
Lost inside my head, yeah
I know, you know
I'm lying when I said that I'm okay

'Cause lately
Been shaking, been nervous
Been so afraid thinking
If this is worth this
Smoking out loud
I don't care for the name
Wake up, fucked up
Everyday is the same

Get to the back
Smoke up a set
Faded so faded
I'm up for the gas
Sipping [?] sipping
But don't sip no air
[?]

But most days just feel the same
I can't cope with this pain
Fucked all the lies you say
No, shoulda stayed away
Yeah, shoulda stayed away
But who's to blame
Who's to blame
Say who's to blame

Yeah you love to play this game
Tattle, even get away
This [?] won't wash away
Put a bullet through my brain

You can tell me that you hate me
I don't really give a fuck
'Cause I already hate me
More than you ever could, yeah

Rolly, I've been drifting
I've been falling off the map
I feel this stress
I feel the pain
I smoke so I can stay intact

I can't explain
All these things that I feel
I can't explain
Why I do these things that I do
I can't explain
Why I do these things to myself
Lately, been stressing
More than you could tell, yeah

I've been stuck in all this darkness
I've been dealing with some fucked shit
I don't wanna do this anymore
Most [?] I notice
I've been living life
And I don't care about the outcome
You tell me that you love me
But I know that this won't last long (Won't last)
So stuck on someone who don't care
Always so stuck up in my head
(Won't you get out)
Leave me like chalk on a sidewalk
Leave me like chalk on a sidewalk

You never even love me
Always tell me lies
Always family bullshit
Shoulda seen through the [?]
And every night
Grab the blunt
And ignite
So damn fucked up
Sick of living this life

[?]

You can tell me that you hate me
I don't really give a fuck
'Cause I already hate me
More than you ever could, yeah

Rolly, I've been drifting
I've been falling off the map
I feel this stress
I feel the pain
I smoke so I can stay intact

I can't explain
All these things that I feel
I can't explain
Why I do these things that I do
I can't explain
Why I do these things to myself
Lately, been stressing
More than you could tell, yeah