Trunk

(album: Wherever You're Going I Hope It's Great - 2021)

Nose bloody, face numb
Shoulda copped this from the jump
Window broken, chain smoking, eyes open for a month
Blowing indo like my engine with your problems in the trunk
Banging—banging down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up
Nose bloody, face numb
Shoulda copped this from the jump
Window broken, chain smoking, eyes open for a month
Blowing indo like my engine with your problems in the trunk
Banging—banging down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up

I broke down in a broke-down
Beamer, fever dreams, and a blood white-tee, like
Please believe in me, my demons seek attention more than once or twice a week
But, shit, third time's a charm
Hands fucked up from the battle scars
At 16, railing lines of Adderall, I know I'm young, but I'm well involved
And I'm reckless, too impatient, but I'll chase it if I can
Light my indo out the window of my mama's minivan
And I ain't slept in a minute, depending on hazy visions
Crash the whip, clock ticking on Main Street
The block burning where I live at, but every day the same, the same, the same, the same

Nose bloody, face numb
Shoulda copped this from the jump
Window broken, chain smoking, eyes open for a month
Blowing indo like my engine with your problems in the trunk
Banging—banging down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up

I'm in the back cuffed up to the seat I'm 'gainst
I didn't really know what happened, stayed true to my same old patterns
'Til life had to go and capture, my life was a deep disaster
Stayed true to the things that mattered
Brain so scattered, sleep deprived, I think I'm high
I think I'll die, until then, let me stay on Saturn
I had to break the bank and break my mental
Hit the brakes and dodge my friends, it ain't that simple, fuck
Life been out of luck, life been ringing pain
I'm really feeling like I'm stuck
But if I yell again, you're gonna tighten up the cuffs

Nose bloody, face numb
Shoulda copped this from the jump
Window broken, chain smoking, eyes open for a month
Blowing indo like my engine with your problems in the trunk
Banging—banging down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up

Never been on place like a whip, like
Way so stuck in my foundation like a brick, like
Wait, picking up my friends and the shit, like
Mmm, looking for a spot where we could kick, like
Sliding like a skateboard trick, like wait
Waited 'til the light came back around
We were listening to Blonde, speakers had a different sound
So safe, flying saucer floating 'round the town all day
'Til I moved away without a trace in the backseat
Tryna make it out the future's face, you running past me
Fearing all the faces start to fade, don't ask me
Where I hope to be at 28, the thought'll crash me
Huh, the thought'll crash me