Late Pm

(album: Combo Breaker - 2018)

(I am hopeful that I can save you)
(You hate me, I love you)
(Something that I must do)
Yuh
(I know the struggle, can't sit back and watch it take you)
(Watch it break you)

I might slide through
If I feel you
If you really know me
And what I been through
First hand
What's on the menu
Whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
What you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
You hate me
I love you
Something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you, okay
Watch it break you

I just need to find myself
I cannot take this fuck shit
Faking like friends just to chase new wealth
Don't stop if they gotta cheat, steal, sell
I smell that aura
Eyebrows melt
Way too strong
Couldn't match the scent if I was smoking top shelf
Eyes bright red
And they green like elf
Will so strong when my mind so gone
Scratch plans like feral cats
Make new jingles like Ferrell Elf
Wrestlemania title belt
When it comes to doing it by myself
I don't feel too hot in my mental
But I write as my outer self (Outer self)
Bowl piece full of pot on the menu
My methods are killing my health (My health)
I'm overworking myself (Facts)
I'm low on stories to tell (Yup)
I started searching for topics inside of me
I tend to pick on myself (Yeah)
I tend to beat on myself
Beat on myself, hey (Hey, okay)

I been willingly naive
To the operation of the earth (Earth)
People lining up to guide me
Like their own life don't work
Feel like dirt
When they mass reply me, fry me
Tell me to get back to work (Work)
Man's still sad and he needs my words
Lately they would take it all except my shirt
Except my tee
Killing myself with the do re mi
This music bleeds
It's what I need, yeah
What I need
What I need

I might slide through
If I feel you
If you really know me
And what I been through
First hand
What's on the menu
Whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
What you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
You hate me
I love you
Something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
Watch it break you

I don't speak well
I don't text well
I don't love well
Searching for a time
When I had memory for storage
Nah
Like a careful thief
It never rings a bell
What was life before the smoke smell?
Before the yellow spit
I hear the lunch bells
Talking way back
Lunch packed
Stuffed inside of my Scooby-Doo knapsack
Throwback
Flashbacks

In my dreams I guess I'm missing that
I'm the same me as that child
It's just not as hype now everytime Santa's back
Life got whack
Times changed time flew so much faster, past
Reach out, grab my hand
One wrong move you're on your ass
Fuck the facts
Sometimes we just want our feelings backed
I'm never 'laxed
Mind been way too active to even think of rest

I might slide through
If I feel you
If you really know me
And what I been through
First hand
What's on the menu
Whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
What you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
You hate me
I love you
Something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
Watch it break you

(Break, you)
(Break)
I know you hate me
And I don't blame you
Yuh
(Break)
(Watch you break)