Advanced Darkness

(album: Aftermath - 2022)

Live fast way before it ends
'Cause I don't wanna have to think about it then
I don't wanna take the chance of never doing it
Repeat of the past I tried avoiding it
This one's for the shortly lived
For the one's who never got a chance to win again
I don't wanna rest until I'm underground
Turning in my grave I'm still around to make a sound

But what's the consequence
Of my convenience
I haven't found it yet
Just overwhelming dread

I kept in case
I live a lie just to keep myself in place
But what's the point of living life without the pain
I tried to push it off
It never went my way
Retry to focus now on better days

I watch my back for the knife that I have
Retrace my steps till they circle back
I don't wanna run around no more
Chasing down the man that I was before

So what's it gonna be
Lust or stability
So much uncertainty
I kept around instead

It's such a waste
To live a lie just to keep myself in place
But what's the point of living life without the pain
I tried to push it off
It never went my way
Retry to focus now on better days

I live my life
Like no one ever dies
I live my life
Without that peace of mind
I live my life
Like I would never die
I live my life
Without that peace of mind

I live my life
Like no one ever dies
I live my life
Without that peace of mind
I live my life
Like I would never die
I live my life
Without that peace of mind

It's such a waste
To live a lie just to keep myself in place
But what's the point of living life without the pain
I tried to push it off
It never went my way
Retry to focus now on better days