Seeking

(album: Lumière - 2015)

Now is the time to reach out before I find myself on the edge of existence
(The edge of existence)

Evolving from an agonizing birth, dark days eclipsing draining all self-worth
Dreams of hideous splendour begin
Conceal my faith, I'll seek redemption
Dark days eclipsing draining my worth
(Dark days eclipsing)

I'm growing weary of destroying all the evidence
I'm growing uncertain of the outcome
With all these constant reminders of where I've gone and what I've seen
When you said you were searching, I hoped that you'd find me

When you said you were searching, I hoped that you'd find me, now
(When you said you were searching)
When you said you were searching, I hoped that you'd find me, now
(When you said you were searching)
Searching

Living in oceans of assaulted tranquility; only a shadow, I have inaudibly fallen through
Everything that I longed for was right before my eyes
(Before my eyes)
Neglected abandoned

As you walked away and called back my name, I knew then I had made a mistake
Crashing into the harsh reality, that things will never be the same
(They won't be the same)
I'm dead to you
I'm dead to you forever

I can never get back what I chose to throw away Dreams of bliss repeat my name
Choices made without the heart, now despised
Choices made without the heart, now despised
When you said you were searching, I hoped that you'd find me

I know you're seeking more. I know that you're searching I know you're seeking more. I hoped that you'd find me
I know, I know that you're seeking I know, I know that you're searching. I know, I know that you're seeking
(I know that you're seeking)
I know, I know that you're searching