Say I'm Sober

(album: Together At Home - 2020)

Flushed out the demons
And I've been blaming someone else
I have my reasons
Why I couldn't be myself

And I've been trying
But it don't come easy to me
It don't come easy to me

Total disaster
Grew like a cancer in my chest
And in the laughter
Was it pain I thought I'd left?

But, I've been trying
But that don't come easy to me
It don't come easy to me

And I've been working hard to heal
But nobody gonna feel what I feel

And now
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
And I'm done
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober

These broken pieces
Stitch back together by a thread
I know I'll never
Be the same inside my head

But, I've been trying
But that don't come easy to me
It don't come easy to me

And I've been working hard to heal
But nobody gonna feel what I feel

And now
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
And I'm done
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober

And I'm learning through the fire
But the flames are getting higher
Every day's a little harder on and on
Goes on and on
So, I live like it's my last
Keep the pain inside the past
I won't go back, won't go back

So, now
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
And I'm done
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober