Wide Awake

(album: Uncivilization - 2001)

Pain inside me is taking over again
Pain inside me is taking over again

Wide awake I open my eyes into a nightmare of a life that I despise
I gotta break it down to the bare essentials 'cause life's too short to be sentimental
Twisting around inside my head so many crazy visions am I better off dead?
Filled with dread gun under the bed to clip all the motherfuckers trying to keep me down, I ain't fucking around

Wide awake my eyes are open
I can't breathe my heart is choking
And I can't speak the words unspoken
And I can't believe my life is broken again...
(My life is broken)

Keep trying to tell myself "everything will be OK, everything will go my way"
'Till life steps in and slaps on the strangle, tears flow and fists start to mangle
I wake up screaming everyday, nobody pays attention when I'm writhing in pain I got a glitch in my brain
I gotta break free from anxiety, I gotta let go of life 'cause it's killing me

Wide awake my eyes are open
I can't breathe my heart is choking
And I can't speak the words unspoken
And I can't believe my life is broken again...

My eyes are open, my heart is choking
On words unspoken, my life is broken again

I can't believe my life is broken apart again
I can't conceive my time was never well spent
Sick of everybody talking about the things they never do
Motherfuckers talking shit about who? You!

Pain inside me is taking over again

Wide awake my eyes are open
I can't breathe my heart is choking
And I can't speak the words unspoken
And I can't believe my life is broken again...

My eyes are open, my heart is choking
On words unspoken, my life is broken again

How many times can you ask for a chance
And expect everybody to keep giving it forgiving it?
Realize this is the last time
To waste away, deteriorate, decompose, and decline