Switchblade

(album: Cat Heaven - 2017)

I write it in my fivestar
On the top of a cop car
Cause I'm a rock star
Nobody listening to me out here
All they do is OD out here
I ride it in my five star
On the top of a cop car
Cause I'm a rock star
Nobody listening to me out here
All they do is OD out here
Yeah

I don't have no patience
I don't have to fake it
I've been on my knees for a minute
Have it all for me when I get it
Give you all the pain
You don't got no business
Hanging round the golden gate
Would you feel the same when I'm falling
Don't you, don't you, don't know
Why you asking if you don't wanna know
What you gonna miss
Yeah what you gonna miss
Growing up there
Yeah your life ain't shit
I'm riding round town
I gotta full tank in the whip
And everyone around
Trust like a fucking bitch
That's you (everything around, everything around)
That's you (everything around, everything around)
That's you (everything around, everything around)
You don't mean shit to me

It don't mean shit, amphetamine
Better half of me, dead battery
Saturday, trust fund salary, infinity
Giddy soda pop off the giving tree
Silly sun hit and run wishbone
Chiro benedict shellshock
Get lost get home thick skull

Five star
Cop car
Rockstar
Me out here

I didn't ask for this
Kill myself before this class will end
You ditched me like my friends
And if they push me to the edge
Then I'll come back swinging
My parents keep screaming
So I never get sleep
Broke my mirror into pieces
Cause all I see is ugly, skin all fucked
I'm just a big misunderstanding
So I'll just come back later
And wait until the train come
I fucking hate you
Is that what you wanted
Me to say, love?

The past half year
Didn't happen in my five star
Started getting high more
Sleeping on my friend's floor
For the time being, but I don't need more
Time, I need a sign or
Something that will tell me not to quit
It's not my time, doors closed shut at home
Haven't felt this alone since before
And now that you're gone, I'm on my own
Holding chrome in the corner of this closet
Waiting for my phone with my mom on call
Begging me to stop it
I'm lost