Numb

(album: All At Once - 2011)

I've been in a daze
It seems like days that I've been waiting
For this dream to pass
It goes so fast
It seems nothing lasts
I think I've lost something

Stuck here with these people
Wide awake, the crush of bodies in one space
I feel your hot breath on my tongue
I wonder where you've gone

And the ever-turning spinning wheel of people, places, lies
I feel the restless beat of the sleepless night to come

I just want to be numb

Hopeless these three years like smoking gears
I go from place to place just aimlessly and half asleep
Like I'm falling alone in some endless breach

I don't know where I am
I don't know what I've done
I just go over it and over it again and again and again
I can't sleep at night
I cant breathe
But If I drink tonight, I'll get you off my mind

And the ever-present pit I feel
I'm turning on some spinning wheel
The faces and the scenes I see
And none of it seems real to me
Just the bleary haze of the morning still to come

I just want to be numb [x5]