boywontcry

(album: bhavana - 2019)

Saw you on stage in the morning
If you looked in my eyes
You couldn't tell nothing 'bout what happened before you
I knew a lie when I told it
And even if you good guy, all California
I ain't, I ain't unfolding
While in the broad day taking advice
I just can't seem to report it
And I get money in the peak of my vices
Just gotta bend my knees
All the numbers saying I ain't got issues
Well, your girlfriend can't lie like me
And I can't seem to answer my own questions with this time
'Cause somewhere far ahead I go falling far behind

It won't be heaven when I leave here
I get to moving cause I'm fine
You know I never want to be him
So why the fuck's he on my mind?
I'm gonna find another reason
And I'll be putting up a fight
And if my eyes are ever speaking
I'm gonna hide it, boy won't cry

Yeah
You were the mindful kind of gorgeous
If I looked in your eyes
I couldn't tell nothing about what happened before this
You knew the lie when I told you
And even if a good guy want to explore it
I just, I just can't afford to
While in the broad day taking advice
I just can't seem to consort you
It's just in my

No, I've been waiting to let you know that I
Want to hit your telephone, 'cause I
Know you're out in Yellowstone, but
You make me want to forget that I am made of you
Sitting in the back thought "this is what I want"
"It's what I want"

Oh, I was dead wrong
Now I got nothing
And I just can't think about who I'm crushing
I was dead wrong
And I can't fix dead air
Shit too far away, should've stopped fighting to care
I was dead wrong
Weak shit, mind my business
I'm just trying to make what I love a living
I lost hope, fuck boys thought me a ceiling
Too insecure to let them know how I was feeling
It won't be fuck

It won't be heaven when he's leaving
I get to moving 'cause I'm fine
You know I never want to be here
So why the fuck's he on my mind?
I'm gonna find another reason
And I'll be putting up a fight
And if my eyes are ever leaking
I'm gonna hide it, boy won't cry

It won't be heaven when he's leaving
I get to moving cause I'm fine
You know I never want to be here
So why the fuck's he on my mind?
I'm gonna find another reason
And I'll be putting up a fight
And if my eyes are ever leaking
I'm gonna hide it, boy won't cry
Yeah

You can't sell this man, you got