Trainwreck

(album: Disconnect - 2016)

I haven't been a total mess since the day you let me in
You had a grip on me, I fell into your sinking sand
Fuck the world I wanna sleep I'm done with waking up like this
Tell me, does it seem okay to spend a week on your living room floor?

Here's to another night
Where we can settle for a trainwreck in our heads
So let's tip this glass and tear this year from
A memory that's fading quickly

Cause this bottle's a story with sad eyes before it,
Sinking into another night alone
And while I'm taking this out on my liver
You still won't feel a god damn thing in the morning

All that this anxiety has shown is what it feels like to be
Surrounded by everyone you know and feel as lonely as you've ever been
But this isn't the first time that I've fallen apart
It's easy to feel alone with this messy hair and a hungry heart

Here's to another night
Where we can settle for a trainwreck in our heads
So let's tip this glass and tear this year from
A memory that's fading quickly

Cause this bottle's a story with sad eyes before it,
Sinking into another night alone
(And while I'm taking this out on my liver
You still won't feel a god damn thing in the morning)

I know I'm nothing special,
I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose

I know I'm nothing special,
I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose

I know I'm nothing special,
I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose

I know I'm nothing special,
I'm just a lost kid with nothing left to lose