shattered glass

(album: SEPARATE - 2021)

Destroy my life again
As I stared into the wreckage
Saw reflections of the good I lost
Cause honestly there's no honesty
And I've begun to pay the cost
Of a heart forever restless
Kept me running past the love I saw
A fatal flaw

Break myself down but there's
Nothing inside, only hollow empty lies
And I don't know how to
Deal with the hate I feel
Looking in the mirror
Felt it all my life
Cause I've never been alright

Forever on the mend
And despair is so relentless
It's imprisoning my memory
A piece of me under lock and key
When I have got no right to be
Cause I wanted to be selfless
But still dwell on my own suffering
So selfishly

Break myself down but there's
Nothing inside, only hollow empty lies
And I don't know how to
Deal with the hate I feel
Looking in the mirror
Felt it all my life
Cause I've never been alright

And I've never been okay
There's a vacancy I have within
And I see it everyday

Break myself down but there's
Nothing inside, and I've felt it all my life
Cause I've never been alright

The spiral widens still
The cycle grows with age
A beast without the will
To escape from the cage
Numbered my days

Break myself down but there's
Nothing inside, only hollow empty lies
And I don't know how to
Deal with the hate I feel
Looking in the mirror
Felt it all my life
Cause I've never been alright

And I've never been okay
There's a vacancy I have within
And I see it everyday

Break myself down but there's
Nothing inside, and I've felt it all my life
Cause I've never been alright