Patient

(album: At Least I Tried - 2018)

(To be patient
I don't have the time to be patient
To be patient
I don't have the time...)

Lately, I been stressed out
Imma be alright, though
Move a mile a minute
'Cause any day I might go
Can't take the cash when the coffin hit the ground, so
I'm blowing all this money like I'm trying to pull it down
I ain't never hide shit
But [?] telling me I can be anything that I wanna
I don't watch television, got enough bad news
If you back me in a corner, I do what I have to
If you see me doing well, it's because I went and got it
Making something outta nothing
Turning problems into profit, man
Impossible is nothing if you treat it like it ain't
That's why I treat it like it ain't

I don't know, it's just the way I am
My eyes bleeding red until the A.M
Hallelujah, eyes still moving when the day end
All my demons chasing me, I gotta slay them
I don't have the time to be patient

I got a lot up on my mind
Tryina see the silver line, yeah
But I don't have the time
To be patient
I got a lot up on my mind
Tryina see the silver line, yeah
But I don't have the time
To be patient

To be patient

They tell me to relax
Every time I tell 'em "no"
They confused cause I'm heating up
But still, I'm hella cold
It ain't coincidental that my dentals never show
I ain't got a lot to smile about until I get the gold
See, my status so high
But I'm sitting so low
Forget how they use to treat you, that's a big "no-no"
Watch the body count climb when we kill 'em with success
I need everything and nothing less

I don't know, it's just the way I am
My eyes bleeding red until the A.M
Hallelujah, eyes still moving when the day end
All my demons chasing me, I gotta slay them
I don't have the time to be patient

I got a lot up on my mind
Tryina see the silver line, yeah
But I don't have the time
To be patient
I got a lot up on my mind
Tryina see the silver line, yeah
But I don't have the time
To be patient

One last thing: I like singing sad songs
That's how I deal with depression
So, don't clown me like that's wrong
I'm not less of a person 'cause I talk about my feels
If I never ever did, how the fuck could I be real?
This that motivation music
Yeah, I wrote it for myself
'Cause when I start feeling low, no one can save me but myself
This for me, this for me
I know who I am inside
Still, I'm working like I'm never satisfied

I don't know, it's just the way I am
My eyes bleeding red until the A.M
Hallelujah, eyes still moving when the day end
All my demons chasing me, I gotta slay them
I don't have the time to be patient

I got a lot up on my mind
Tryina see the silver line, yeah
But I don't have the time
To be patient
I got a lot up on my mind
Tryina see the silver line, yeah
But I don't have the time
To be patient