Serenity Prayer

(album: This Isn't Even My Final Form - 2022)

I can't seem to fix the pieces of my life
Caught up in the end of times
Dying now is more than fine
Off the drugs the only time I feel alive
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
This liquor was my remedy
It's not the blood of Christ running thru my veins

Tell my family I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I tried the best I could but it wasn't enough
Backed against the wall and I'm falling
These bottled up emotions make me erupt
Self destruction
I'm in need of
Reconstruction
Non believer
The devil on my shoulder and he don't believe me either

I can't seem to fix the pieces of my life
Caught up in the end of times
Dying now is more than fine
Off the drugs the only time I feel alive
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
This liquor was my remedy
It's not the blood of Christ running thru my

(Now I know what it feels like to be God)

Lord please forgive me for my sins
I'm caught up in this torment that I'm in
Tatted scars ornamenting him
Symbolizing places that I've been
Outside cornered in the wind
The sunlight is sorta getting dim
I thought a substance might of brought me peace
But what I reap, it's sorta getting grim
Family ties severed by my lies
The severed head of snake's where I reside
Clouds brought a break up in the sky
And can't get a break I wonder why
Seems that I'm forever shackled down
That peace of mind and me just can't collide
Sins of my father follow me
Family tree with leaves that ain't alive
Look alive a leader need a liter
Led me to believe a non believer
Handed me a plastic orange bottle
Said that it would fix me, a reliever
Seems that he was more of a deceiver
At ruining me, an overachiever
Sent me to a hell with Father Time
And Mother Earth had buried me beneath her

Fixed the pieces of my life
Caught up in the end of times
Dying now is more than fine
Off the drugs the only time I feel alive
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
This liquor was my remedy
It's not the blood of Christ running thru my veins