Heaven Seems So Far Away

(album: This Isn't Even My Final Form - 2022)

(Yeah)
(Uh-uhhh)
(Heaven... heaven seems too far away)
(Uh-uhhh)

Wiping these tears out from my eyes
Looking up sometimes it's getting hard to see the sky
Heaven is a place on earth
But sometimes it don't feel like that is where we reside

Heaven seems so far away
Heaven seems so far away
Sometimes
Heaven seems so far away

And I been searching for the strength to make it through another day, take it one day at a time
Life been feeling godless
Losing you is something I wasn't ready for it weigh on my mind
I been feeling heavy riding solo in the Chevy through the mountains tryna wait for a sign
How is you so heartless?
No-one every answered me, they asked if I'm okay, say I'm fine
Truthfully that's something that I don't know
Eyes been closed
It was you and me
Now its me alone
You was saying that we could work through it I should stay
But it's feeling like time to go

Wiping these tears out from my eyes
Looking up sometimes it's getting hard to see the sky
Heaven is a place on earth
But sometimes it don't feel like that is where we reside

Heaven seems so far away
Heaven seems so far away
Sometimes
Heaven seems so far away
Heaven seems so far away
Sometimes

(N-n-n-na na na)
(N-n-n-na na na na na)
(N-n-n-na na na)
(N-n-n-na na na na na)

Yeah
Smoking again gotta burn some
Some things you can learn to forget, some you can't return from
Looking back at the lessons taught, man there's so much to learn from
Did my best, tried to help you heal, how I end up the hurt one?
That's bittersweet at its finest
Even though it cuts deep its a minus
What I dd for you will always be timeless
Seeing angel numbers I'm in alignment
Yeah
Tell your mom I still love her
Tell your sis' I still love her
Felt like you was the only one but there will always be another
And I gotta choose me
Love is not just word I'm throwing around loosely
The heartbreak made me lose sleep but I end up on two feet
Then when finals came round I fell ill but I still did it two three
That's Jordan time
Finding out certain things really left me mortified
You make it out on the other side of great changes, then you sure to rise
By the time I put the pain into songs I'ma probably be immortalized
Sad that in the end of it I can't say the same for us
I live my life on the edge, but staying with you is dangerous (dangerous)

Wiping these tears out from my eyes
Looking up sometimes it's getting hard to see the sky
Heaven is a place on earth
But sometimes it don't feel like that is where we reside

Heaven seems so far away
Heaven seems so far away
Sometimes
Heaven seems so far away
Heaven seems so far away
Sometimes

(N-n-n-na na na)
(N-n-n-na na na na na)
(N-n-n-na na na)
(N-n-n-na na na na na)

(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)
(Heaven seems so far away)