Things I Could Have Said (Demo)

(album: This Isn't Even My Final Form - 2022)

Wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
Voices they echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said

I been all 'round the globe tryna know ya
Things just ain't the same in California
Left a piece of myself back in Florida
Fall asleep then I fall into euphoria

Once you showed yourself to me in the form of a bird
Then you left like the first time without a word
On a nimbus cloud floating over the earth
Jumping off of here, I been so on the verge

Wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
Voices they echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said

Lost so much of me when my pops died
I been to hell and back a thousand times
I caught a plane to the other side
And it still feel the same I'm caught in this rain, oh

I been all 'round the globe tryna know ya
Things just ain't the same in California
Left a piece of myself back in Florida
Fall asleep then I fall into euphoria

I wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
Voices they echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said

Wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
Voices they echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said
(Uh uh)