Let It Go

(album: A Letter To My Vices - 2022)

No peace of mind
It's all I've ever known
My hands are tied
I pretend I'm fine
But my thoughts aren't my own
So I just lie
'Cause I hate not being in control

All I do is, all I do is, run away from, run away
All the things that I can't change, like
Growing older, growing older, being scared of, being scared of
Losing friends and staying the same
Waiting to feel like I'm someone again (Hm)
(I'm just waiting to feel something)
'Cause I'm tired of being the way that I am (Oh)

And I can't seem to let it go
All of this noise gets stuck in my head (Stuck in my head)
And I can't seem to let it go
Tune it all out so I can forget
But I can't seem to let it go

And I feel so heavy
Distractions and buspirone
Don't help, don't fix me
I just wanna let go, but

All I do is run away from
All the things that I can't change
Like the weather inside of my brain
I'm stuck in the rain

And I can't seem to let it go
All of this noise gets stuck in my head
And I can't seem to let it go
Tune it all out so I can forget
But I can't seem to let it go

It's messed up
But I'm scared of what's in my head
And it's fucked up
That I'm scared of what's in my head, what's in my head (Oh)

And I can't seem to let it go (I've tried and I've tried and I've tried)
And I can't seem to let it go (No, no, no, no, no, no, no)
And I can't seem to let it go (No, no, no, no, no, no, no)
And I can't seem to let it—
(I can't seem to let it—)
Go