PLEASEXANNY

(album: BEAUTY IN DEATH - 2021)

(Yeah)
This might be love
Feel the affection through a chemical rush
Baby, hold my hand, we can slow dance away our lives, woah
Oh, yeah, I didn't need much
And yet I wonder if it's ever enough
Well, it all depends if the next one will get me high, oh

Oh, please, xanny
I'm so anxious that I need xannys, yeah
Yeah, I can tell that the anxiety is tearing me apart, yeah
Oh, yeah, uh
Now, please, xanny
I'll do anything to breathe, xanny, yeah
So go and break all my relationships then break my fucking heart, yeah
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah, no

Oh please
Xanny don't you leave
(He barely even cares about the demons that he sees up in his dreams)

Pick me up then leave me face down bleeding
Tell me how the fuck I'm still here breathing
Oh, Sunday morning withdrawals kick in, uh
I relapse again on Monday evening
Believe me
If you leave me then I'll be on the ground seizing
Fighting demons, baby, pick a season
Life with you is just a life without a meaning

Now, please, xanny
I don't wanna live in fear xanny
Oh, I hate that I depend on you when life gets hard
(Oh, yeah)

Oh, please, xanny
I'm so anxious that I need xannys, yeah
Yeah, I can tell that the anxiety is tearing me apart, yeah, uh
And, oh, please, xanny
I'll do anything to breathe xanny, eh
So go and break all my relationships then break my fucking heart, yeah, eh

I think I took too much
Body after body, they just keep piling up
Pilly after pilly, I just can't pop enough
How can I tell my family that I love a drug?
'Cause yeah, I love a drug
I took a chance, yeah
Taking the whole thing outside
Flew to Atlanta
On the way up I got high
I'm on bender
You're stuck in my head, yeah
I've been staring at the ceiling, take a glance up

Now, please, xanny
I don't wanna live in fear, xanny
Oh, how I hate that I depend on you when life gets hard
Now you've got me saying please
I'm such a fiend, xanny
But my life can only get better when I break you in half