WASTED

(album: BEAUTY IN DEATH - 2021)

I had a dream, it was so realistic
Woke up in tears with a bottle of whiskey
Overslept once again, if there was sunlight I missed it
Crucified to my bed
Crucified to my bed
I like to sleep 'cause it feels like I'm dead (Feels like I'm dead)
Blood in my dreams, see vivid scenes full of red, oh
Feels like the devil put a gun to my head
Pulled the trigger but missed
Pulled the trigger but missed me, oh

Yeah, that motherfucker missed me (That motherfucker missed me)
Now I'm riding with the top dropped off
Through the city feeling goddamn tipsy, yeah (Goddamn tipsy)
Me and all my demons jumping out when he hit the corner left side, yeah (Left side)
You should see us on our best nights, yeah (Best nights)
We all got vices, mine is
Every single night I roll the dices

And now I'm wasted
Can't pick my face off the floor on some GTA shit
She says I've been here before
And she fucking hates me
My life was better before all of this fame hit
I'm fucking wasted, no oh

Oh, oh
What a mess (What a mess)
Honestly I think that I'm depressed, yeah
But nonetheless I'ma down another bottle, keep my foot up on their necks, yeah (Necks yeah)
Tried to go to rehab but I passed out
So I'ma drown my body full of Jamey every single night until I black out

Now I'm wasted
Can't pick my face off the floor on some GTA shit
She says I've been here before
And she fucking hates me
My life was better before all of this fame hit
Everyday I'm faded (Fuck)

Fuck, I'm wasted
I don't wanna play these games, no, yeah
I just wanna do what'll make you, makes you happy, yeah
Take a motherfucker's whole damn face off
I've been working four years, no days off
I don't wanna wake up in a waste-town
I just wanna see you

But fuck it, now I'm wasted
I'm wasted