Words That Don't Exist

(album: Scarecrow - 2022)

I'm sick of running out of breath
Explaining what is in my head
I don't know how to say out loud
I wish that I was dead
Since I was young I only bleed
In languages nobody speaks
What you can't feel can still be real
I'd kill to make you see

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
Till somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
Till somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist

I'm sick of spilling out my soul
In dialects nobody knows
What I express, it'd hurt much less
To cut my tongue from my throat
Now I treat silence like a gift
'Cause being brave is just a trick
That proves there's still more room to feel
Much more alone than this

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
Till somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
Till somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist

All these words that don't exist
All these words that don't, no

I don't know if I can be the hero
I don't know if I can save the day
Talked myself off a million ledges
Just for everyone to think they're fake
SOS, I'm sending signal fires
Made up of bruises and beaten skin
I hope that heaven will take this liar
Because the line has never been this thin

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
Till somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
Till somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist

(All these words that don't exist
All these words that don't exist)