Wonder

(album: How To Be Human - 2017)

Wonder what I've got
Under doubt more than not
Wonder why I can't
Amend my constitution
Wonder who I am
Becoming a bad person
Wonder if I can
Find a good solution

Have I fucked up my head
With all the books that I read
Was I too hungry for the truth
To find you

Wonder why I've lost my wonder
Why the ship is going under
Wonder why the wonder died in me

Wonder what comes next
Opposite of annexed
Wonder if I'll stay
Pretend everything's okay
Oh I can't
'Cause I'm not the same
Are we just beggars all hanging on
For a little piece of bread
That's not coming around
And it's been too long
Since I have tasted wine
Not spoiled by the ghosts
Inside my head

And I've seen good people die
While I've been barely alive
And I can't live another minute
If I'm in it just to live a lie

Wonder why I've lost my wonder
Why the ship is going under
Wonder why I've lost my wonder
Why the night has got my number
Wonder why the wonder died in me

And all I can say
Is something inside me has suddenly changed
But I'll take the blame
Since I was raised to embrace my shame

'Cause I've seen good people die
While I've been barely alive
And I can't live another minute
If I'm in it just to live a lie

'Cause I've seen good people die
While I've been barely alive
And I can't live another minute
If I'm in it just to live a lie

Wonder why I've lost my wonder
Why the ship is going under
Wonder why I've lost my wonder
Why the night has got my number
Wonder why the wonder died in me
Wonder why the wonder died in me