Self Destruct

(album: Conquer Divide - 2015)

Have I lost my mind? I'm suffocating
It's killing me and I can't face it
Will I ever learn enough is enough?
I count these scars and wonder, "What have I become?"

Looking at me, now tell me: what do you see?
Feel like I lost control but I won't let you see through me
I let you get too close, I don't care how hard I try
These walls are caving in and you're not getting out alive
These scars are tearing me apart
And I can't hide what I've become inside
'Cause I've got an appetite for sin, I'm self-destructing
And I wanna take another hit but I'm drowning, drowning

Strip me of everything
On the surface, I've become so artificial
I just wanna feel something real
Can you blame me? Somebody save me from myself
'Cause you were drowned out like the ocean waves
And now you're drifting away
Turn me inside out so that I can see
What's become of me

I'm drowning in the waves and I can't take the weight
This is the start of the end, the bitter taste of regret
The wolves are at my door, waiting to come inside
I sold my soul and now I'm losing my mind

I'm losing my mind
I lost myself
This isn't what I'm meant to be
Who's gonna save me now?
I lost myself
This isn't what I'm meant to be, no, no

Strip me of everything
On the surface, I've become so artificial
I just wanna feel something real
Can you blame me? Somebody save me from myself
'Cause you were drowned out like the ocean waves
And now you're drifting away
Turn me inside out so that I can see
What's become of me

I've got an appetite for sin
I'll self-destruct until there's nothing left