Homesick

(album: Baby Blue - 2020)

If home is where the heart is
I got an empty hole inside my chest
I always said it's what I wanted
But you're killing me, Los Angeles

And I can't sleep at night
(Every time I close my eyes)
I'm torn between two lives
I hate this feeling, yeah

I'm homesick but I lost the key
I know the old me is still underneath somewhere
I'm homesick but I lost my way
Under all the weight, feel it every day, I swear

I'm homesick
I feel alone in a crowded room
But I lost the key
I know the old me is still underneath somewhere
I'm homesick
A part of me didn't wanna move
But I lost my way
Under all the weight, feel it every day, I swear

It's hard to tell what's real when
Nobody lets their guard down here
And, God, I miss my old friends
And driving where the air is clear

And I can't sleep at night
(Every time I close my eyes)
I'm torn between two lives
I hate this feeling, yeah

I'm homesick but I lost the key
I know the old me is still underneath somewhere
I'm homesick but I lost my way
Under all the weight, feel it every day, I swear

I'm homesick
I feel alone in a crowded room
But I lost the key
I know the old me is still underneath somewhere
I'm homesick
A part of me didn't wanna move
But I lost my way
Under all the weight, feel it every day, I swear

(When I first moved to LA
I never thought I would miss home so much
But now that I'm not there and I go back
I never wanna leave
You don't realise when you're there
That you're gonna miss it so much
But once you leave, you do)