Harbor

(album: The Way We Are - 2019)

You've been stuck on my mind
If there's a god I guess you're not worth his time
Strike me down. I'm done fucking around
What kind of "love" takes a man from his son?

I'm not sure what to say
I write it down but then I throw it away
Pressure's on cause you're going, going, gone
I need a song to replace my dismay

I know it's not done but here it is anyway

I wish that I could bring you back somehow
And hold you til' my life's upside-down
It doesn't seem right taking away your light
No this can't be right

Well healing takes time
So damn hard to admit I'm not fine
Hide the pain but it's driving me insane
That I know a part of me's gone
Now nothing seems real
Got this hole in my heart that I can't seem to fill
Sinking down and I swear I'm gonna drown
I need a song to replace my dismay

I know it's not done but here it is anyway

I wish that I could bring you back somehow
And hold you til' my life's upside-down
It doesn't seem right taking away your light
No this can't be right

But I just harbor this regret
And I can't forgive and I can't forget

I wish that I could bring you back somehow
And hold you til' my life's upside-down
It doesn't seem right taking away your light

I wish that I could bring you back somehow
Your mom would die to just see you now
It doesn't seem right taking away your light
But God wasn't there that night