Addiction

(album: Together We Are Stronger - 2017)

I'm strung out and I'm sentimental
On Blackfriars bridge hoping that it's all over
Check my pulse to see if I'm still living
Cos I feel death get closer
My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair
My fucking pain is easy to see
And it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom
But that was last autumn
Now I'm keeping myself in line
I hit rock bottom
But now I'm back at em
Taking each day at a time

This is Holiness
This my alibi
This is addiction
This is my last try

Lost count of how many times I cried out for help
Said I needed a doctor
Check me in and I'll check out
Cos I'm fucked going over and over
My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair
My fucking pain is easy to see
And it is my cross to bear